There are not many gay authors but I recently found one whose writings I love. He has several books available through Amazon and Kindle. His name is Phillip Lesbirel and he writes mostly fetish books and in particular skinhead books, but his recent releases 'Daniel', 'Fighting Dog' and 'Not Black, Not White' are great and I have read all 3. He has also written about the taboo subject of Diaper lovers and the Adult Baby scene. Worth looking up his list of books in Amazon, here is the URL
http://www.amazon.com/Phillip-Lesbirel/e/B005IZQBO6
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
My passengers
As you may all know, I am a bus driver. My passengers come from many walks of life but mostly from the working class and lower social classes. I am always amazed at how many men my gaydar picks up when they enter my bus and are confirmed when they exit. Many gay men do not drive. I don't know why this is so, but it is a fact; gay men don't or seldom drive.
Sometimes I get a nod or a wink, sometimes a kind word or a look of recognition. Some I would like to know better but how do I let them know without coming straight out and telling them they have a nice ass or those lips are very kissable. No I wouldn't do that for fear of embarassing them but there must be a way. When I find it I will let you know. maybe I should get a deoderant that smells like a man's spunk and see if there is any reaction. Now I digress.
Anyway, if you get on my bus and like what you see, just say 'Hi, great to see you again, how about coffee one night?' then I am sure you will get my mobile number.
Sometimes I get a nod or a wink, sometimes a kind word or a look of recognition. Some I would like to know better but how do I let them know without coming straight out and telling them they have a nice ass or those lips are very kissable. No I wouldn't do that for fear of embarassing them but there must be a way. When I find it I will let you know. maybe I should get a deoderant that smells like a man's spunk and see if there is any reaction. Now I digress.
Anyway, if you get on my bus and like what you see, just say 'Hi, great to see you again, how about coffee one night?' then I am sure you will get my mobile number.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
questioning
Recently I became involved with a man who was questioning his sexuality. I have never met this man but we have struck up this relationship through FaceBook. Originally he threatened my life for being gay and for my thoughts in books and blogs I had written. He had a WP (White Power) look on life and a perchace to violence. Many would have had him banned from Facebook for his comments but I felt he needed to have contact and not to be ignored. Now I consider him a good friend, maybe not in his thinking, I don't think that will ever change, but he was a man who needed help and guidence. He was questioning his sexuality and found that although he had girlfriends he could not relate to them.
After 18 months of contact he is now willing to accept he is gay. He is, of course, scared of the repercussions of coming out so we must consider him closeted. I have no dought he will eventually come out but he needs to find a man he loves and the suport of that man to allow himself to be who he really is and the suport for when he is outcaste from his family and friends who are all WP and Nationalistic in their outlook. He is young and he is scared but I admire him because he has finally found himself. He has looked past the teachings and persuations of his upbringing and accepted himself for what he is, a gay man.
After 18 months of contact he is now willing to accept he is gay. He is, of course, scared of the repercussions of coming out so we must consider him closeted. I have no dought he will eventually come out but he needs to find a man he loves and the suport of that man to allow himself to be who he really is and the suport for when he is outcaste from his family and friends who are all WP and Nationalistic in their outlook. He is young and he is scared but I admire him because he has finally found himself. He has looked past the teachings and persuations of his upbringing and accepted himself for what he is, a gay man.
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Graham Norton
It is so refreshing to watch Graham's show. He hides nothing and shows us that being gay is not taboo. His guests are aware of his leanings and accept him and his many questions in the vain they are asked. I am always in tearflowing laughter when I watch his show and wish more gay men would be as open as he is.
Being gay in this age is not as sinful as it was say even 20 years ago, although in some countries where religion rules the country, there has been a shift to prejudice and discrimination, leading in many cases to inprisonment and to the extreeme, death.
It is guys like Graham who show us that being gay is who you are and to be accepted for that. Thank you Graham for a wonderful show and fantastic entertainment.
Being gay in this age is not as sinful as it was say even 20 years ago, although in some countries where religion rules the country, there has been a shift to prejudice and discrimination, leading in many cases to inprisonment and to the extreeme, death.
It is guys like Graham who show us that being gay is who you are and to be accepted for that. Thank you Graham for a wonderful show and fantastic entertainment.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Friends
One of the most importand things for a gay man is friends. Lovers come and go, relationships can flounder but friendship lasts eternal. A true friendship will overcome the odd disagreement or politcal difference and friendships without substance will fall be the roadside. If you have just a handfull of really true friends then you are blessed. I count maybe 4 really true friends on my list, but have many 'friends' or aquantences and of course these are important as a balance to your social life but those true friends are what will give you the lifestyle and social acceptance we all desire. Rich or poor, it makes no difference. Of the 4 true friends I have, 2 are fairly wealthy and 2 like myself, scratching for the almighty dollar. Our friendship is based on a need to balance each other, of help to talk things out and overcome those annoying problems you cannot see the problem for the wool over your eyes. You may not take their advise on some occassions but they will still support your decission. That's true friendship.
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
He needs our support
Julian Assange has gone out on a limb for the world, bringing us the world behind the world leaders decisions. Is this wrong? In the eyes of those affected of course it is, but to us mere mortals it shows us the deviant ways of our elected leaders. We elect these people to represent us not deceive us. Wikki Leaks gave us the truth so why are the Governments so scared about the truth?
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Gay authors
I have recently been looking for reading material in the gay genre and about skinheads. There is virtually nothing available so I have written 3 books in the gay skinhead genre. One is now published and available through the website http://www.philliplesbirel.com and through Amazon.com. The other 2 will be published later this year. The published book is called 'A Matter of Honour' and concerns a young skinhead who is jailed but given a promise by police to remove his record if he assists them to infiltrate a Nazi skinhead group. Although not a gay writing persay, it has gay undertones and gay sex scenes.
The two books to be released later this year are 'Life's Journey' about a young gay skinhead and his journey through life, accepting being gay, finding out the pleasures of gay fetishes and ultimately to imprisonment for his skinhead beliefs. The other book, 'Daniel' is also a skinhead book about a straight skinhead questioning his sexuality and ultimately accepting his gay leanings. He becomes facinated by the gay lifestyle, the fetishes that suround him and his eventual non-consentual enslavement by a corupt copper. Both these books are available as a trilogy or as a complete book.
The gay genre is a fast developing area and more gay authors are now submitting their works for publicaation. Few publishing houses are willing to openly associate themselves with the GLBT community but through self publication, many gay authors can now distribute their works openly through online book stores such as Amazon.com and other EBook websites. As members of the online gay community we must support these gay authors and make their sales noticed by mainstream publishers. This is the only way we can get more gay literature published and more readily available on the shelves of book stores.
The two books to be released later this year are 'Life's Journey' about a young gay skinhead and his journey through life, accepting being gay, finding out the pleasures of gay fetishes and ultimately to imprisonment for his skinhead beliefs. The other book, 'Daniel' is also a skinhead book about a straight skinhead questioning his sexuality and ultimately accepting his gay leanings. He becomes facinated by the gay lifestyle, the fetishes that suround him and his eventual non-consentual enslavement by a corupt copper. Both these books are available as a trilogy or as a complete book.
The gay genre is a fast developing area and more gay authors are now submitting their works for publicaation. Few publishing houses are willing to openly associate themselves with the GLBT community but through self publication, many gay authors can now distribute their works openly through online book stores such as Amazon.com and other EBook websites. As members of the online gay community we must support these gay authors and make their sales noticed by mainstream publishers. This is the only way we can get more gay literature published and more readily available on the shelves of book stores.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Skinhead Master/slave relationships
The gay skinhead scene has many sides, but one side seldom discussed is the skinhead Master/slave relationship. The bootboi is usually considered a sub or slave and many have lasting relationships with Dom or Master skinheads. Most have developed this relationship from a love/sexual relationship discovering the bootboi sub along the way and developing it over time. Some subs eagerly seek out Dom skinheads and start as weekend or temporary slaves, living separate lives untill they both realise they need to be constantly together.
The skinhead Master/slave relationship is no different to the many Master/slave relationships in the straight and gay communities, but becomes more specific to the skinhead culture and way of life. Both partners are skinheads from the start and already are part of the culture and finding each other through the usual gay encounters of pubs, parties and clubs. The Dominant partner will always exercise control of any sub or slave they find even if for a night or weekend, but when the relationship extends past that, a division of the relationship evolves and usually a relationship becomes evident. The piss boi, the bootboi or just the slave, all show their traits quickly and Masters see the potential for Domination. Time is what tells the two if the relationship will evolve to a more permanant lifestyle or not. This is usually not to whether the sub will obey but to whether the Dom or Master wants this sub or slave for his own. Not all Masters like all subs/slaves. A slaves willingness is only as good as his willingness to submitt to that particular Dom/Master. Chemistry will always play a part.
Many Dom/Masters will say chemistry is not important for a slave to serve, but without it a slave cannot serve with vigor and vitality. The slave must want to serve and to serve that Master, to love his Master and want to give his Master every desire his Master wishes. A skinhead Master needs to know his slave will make sure his Master will always look good, to his clothing presentation to his Boots sparkling and his slave's love showing in every look and move the slave makes. The slave also has to look immaculate, his boots also sparkling so that his Masters friends and squad know he is proud of his Master and wants his Master to be held in the highest esteeme of his friends and aquaintencies. Yes, a skinhead has pride both in his slef and his roots as a working man, but that does not mean he should neglect himself. His slave/sub will ensure he looks like a king wherever he goes. Long live bootbois and their Masters.
The skinhead Master/slave relationship is no different to the many Master/slave relationships in the straight and gay communities, but becomes more specific to the skinhead culture and way of life. Both partners are skinheads from the start and already are part of the culture and finding each other through the usual gay encounters of pubs, parties and clubs. The Dominant partner will always exercise control of any sub or slave they find even if for a night or weekend, but when the relationship extends past that, a division of the relationship evolves and usually a relationship becomes evident. The piss boi, the bootboi or just the slave, all show their traits quickly and Masters see the potential for Domination. Time is what tells the two if the relationship will evolve to a more permanant lifestyle or not. This is usually not to whether the sub will obey but to whether the Dom or Master wants this sub or slave for his own. Not all Masters like all subs/slaves. A slaves willingness is only as good as his willingness to submitt to that particular Dom/Master. Chemistry will always play a part.
Many Dom/Masters will say chemistry is not important for a slave to serve, but without it a slave cannot serve with vigor and vitality. The slave must want to serve and to serve that Master, to love his Master and want to give his Master every desire his Master wishes. A skinhead Master needs to know his slave will make sure his Master will always look good, to his clothing presentation to his Boots sparkling and his slave's love showing in every look and move the slave makes. The slave also has to look immaculate, his boots also sparkling so that his Masters friends and squad know he is proud of his Master and wants his Master to be held in the highest esteeme of his friends and aquaintencies. Yes, a skinhead has pride both in his slef and his roots as a working man, but that does not mean he should neglect himself. His slave/sub will ensure he looks like a king wherever he goes. Long live bootbois and their Masters.
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